(:

at first i was sloppy and grumpy, then i was happy, but again, i am pissed.
caused by, my mother.
well, early in th morning, woke me up, just to go get my sister's books.
she said " go get your sister's books, then those books that cannot get i'll send you to popular later. "
then i asked, " okay, can i get my assessents alr ? "
she said, "OK. "
then i said, "yay ! okay, i go get selena's books. bye. "

then, reached home less than 10 mins, asked me to go buy food for her and my sis.
before i left th door, once again, i asked her, "we are still going to popular, aren't we? "
and guess what, she said, "NO. your sister got all her books wat. what for make another trip to popular ? "
i was like, "ok."

walao. she's obviously biased. isn''t it ?
i wanna buy my books must see whether my sister has her books.
then if she doesn't have then straight away she'll SEND us to popular to buy her books, then mine.
like wtf lorr. hello. am i your daughter also ?
seriously feel like asking her.
nevermind.
i shall survive with my textbooks. ONLY. for now.
hmmm.
going for th s'pore flyer tmr.
hopefully this time, my mum won't gimma a last minute disappointment.


well, angel's back, life's been normal, and i'm awaiting to meet up with Ms Denise.
hoping we'll find time.
like, YAY ! (?)
hahahahha. lol.

currently at kelly's house with my sis and jeslyn, another lil girl, same age as my sis.
OBVIOUSLY. our mothers. play majong. that's th reason why i'm here.
but, kelly is out with her dad to a clinic.
so i guess, just gotta wait till she's back and in th meantime, i'll study then. (:


alrights, nothing much to say already, so, gotta go study study study. (:
ciao!






i don't understand. its been approximately a year since we last contacted. till recent. and why won't you guys UNDERSTAND? we're all growing up. we have our own state of minds. we think. we do. we have brains. we do. but why won't you guys open up your freaking minds ? its like.. we need our freedom. if you guys wanna claim that you love us, care for us, etc. then i guess thats just not th way. its more like torture than love. what ? we can't even meet up to STUDY ? AT EACH OTHERS HOUSE ? no ? ok. fine then. i very much would like to tell you guys,

" YOU'RE NOT FIT TO BE MOTHERS. YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND TH MEANING OF LOVE. YOU DON'T REALLY CARE FOR US. ALL YOU WANT IS US TO BRING YOU PROUD SO YOU CAN SHOW OFF TO OTHER MOTHERS LIKE AS IF YOU'VE GOT A SCHOLAR FOR DAUGHTER. YOU MIGHT AS WELL SELL US AWAY , AND GET ANOTHER DAUGHTER , WHO CAN GET 100% FOR EVERYTHING."

apparently, i won't get to say this to them of course.
but, hopefully someday, they'll wake up a lil too late, to realise, their kids have left them.
and regrets shall be all they can think of.
thats whats this daughter is gonna repay th mother with.
REGRETS. and HATRED.