yes yes. i did break down.
you've got a FUCKING problem with that ?
its alr stated in th title. SEE ?
dumb fuck pissed off disappointed feel like killing.
someone. blood related to me for i-don't-fucking-understand-why reason.
just my luck to have you as a sister.
wanted to treat you well but you're always spoiling EVERYTHING.
my mood, my day, my plans, my EVERYTHING.
what more do you want exactly ?
stupid fucking bitch !
i tot 'you' would understand. but no. apparently you don't.
instead of standing on my side, you ticked me off.
HA (!)
yahh.. its my fault. yahh yahh yahh. fine.
you yourself told me you have very high expectations of me, earlier on, on th ph.
yahh, so ?
not that i do not know what.
i do know.
and i'm trying to give you what you want.
yet ?
all you do is to scold me eazch time you have th chance to.
think what ?
you can have mood swing and start scolding me for no fucking reasons ?
and yahh, i alr know about what kind of freaking medicine you're taking.
monthly some more, huh ?
some kind of GREAT mother you are.
w0w. you're just so great then.
and yes, like wat you said in th ph , YES, I HATE YOU. TO TH CORE.
you're treating me like a fucking maid.
you think wat?
i'm your FOC full time maid ?
you wait long long lahh.
i'm onli helping cuz i know you won't do it.
isn't that wat you wanted also ?
and now thaht yoiu got it, wat are you doing ?
huh ?
4th boyfriend.
4th time failed in relationship.
you're married some more.
with two kids, shouldn't you think ?
i mean, its ok if you wanna remarry or whatever shit i don't care.
th first one, which was once your husband, now a useless bastard.
second one ?
your cousin. COUSIN. younger than you some more.
eeeww. DON'T YOU FEEL DISGUSTED ? well, yes i do. uber.
he? vviolent. sick. pervert. liar. BIG BIG LIAR. useless. empty talk. boot-licker.
th third one ?
onli lasted for a few days.
and den ?
oh guess wat, just a few days, and you're bringing him home.
great job.
th forth one, current one as well, argh.
just kill me.
you're taking th fucking medicine to satisfy him and yourself.
you're alr in your forties'
please.
if you call me brainless, den what are you ?
giving birth to another useless sister for me to end my life earlier is alr a nightmare fer me.
wat else do YOU GUYS want ?
take my life, i don't give a freaking damn.
sounds familliar but,. yahh.
seriously.
i know i was supposed to be in bed alr.
but who knows ?
thanks to some ppl.
THANK YOU OH SO MUCH.
you wanna kill yourself with th fucking chain, go ahead.
don't understand why did i even bother to stop you and get myself into deep shit.
guess thats th reason for being called sotong, ?
gosh.
'some' day is alr approaching.
right before my eye.
end of happiness.
back to hell.
y'know wat i'm referring to.. shhhhh.... :D
SELENA YEOW, IF YOU'RE SEEING THIS, I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT YOU'RE JUST A BURDEN TO ME. NOTHING BUT TROUBLE. WHENEVER I SEE YOU, NOTHING GOOD HAPPENS. THANK YOU FOR HITTING AGAINST MY SHOULDER SO HARD, HARD ENOUGH TO 'RE-ACTIVATE' MY FUCKING DAMN INJURY.
wish i could be really damn sick right now.
don't have to do anything.
nothing at all.
th best.
i guess.
all attention on me, ALL.
i really can't understand th reasons why on earth do parents always think LIKE THAT.
just kill me. as painful as it can be, i don't care, take it as what i have to pay for wanting to end this miserable road.
doubt i'll get to sleep.
so much to think about.
no point trying to NOT think about it cuz it'll still be though of.
okay. i'm crapping now.
nope. not drunk.
uber sober.
don't worry.
( if you are )
DEAD & GONE -
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