Don't know whats wrong with HER seriously.
expect so much, yet ? i don't get anything.
NO - freedom, trust, understanding, care nor love.
what is this ? i mean, what kind of mother are you ?
if its so easy getting distinction, why don't YOU go get it yourself.
i doubt you can anyway. cause all you know, is to :
BOAST. FUCK. CRAP. ACT. EXPECT. GET EMO for no reasons. NAG. SCOLD.
and ? in th end ? what do you get ?
I serously can't stand having SUCH a mother.
no, i should say, i seriously can't stand, living under th same roof w/ someone whom i do not know.
OR no longer know. don't want to know. and don't bother to know.
to be frank w/ you, i no longer wanna treat you as my mother.
YOU simply have no UNDERSTANDING on being a GOOD mother.
please lahh, go compare yourself w/ other mothers.
you always thing that my friends like you more than their mother.
NO. you're just putting on an act. you know how shameless and disgraceful you are.
i prefer having others as my mum. but you ? no way. i'm gonna hate you for life and thats that.
utterly disappointed in me ? sad ?
then what about me ? huh ? you claim to say you have no one to understand you.
if i do not, why do i even bother to be your GOOD daughter, struggling to give you good results, helping out with almost EVERYTHING in th house ? and tolerating w/ stupid SELENA for your sake ? HUH ? you tell me.
i think, its more like you're disappointing me despite all that i've done or am trying to get done,.
It shows that its no use. not worth it. don't blame me if any of these days i am prepared to freaking step out of this so-not-like-house house, and never coming back. i mean it.
you fucking deserve NO respect. you do not have integrity. EVERYONE has it except you.
aren't you like a slut.
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okays, went swimming yesterday, after reaching home from Sentosa,
was uber tired but still, went along with it.
why ? cause i do not feel like staying home.
SERIOUSLY. those who know, you will know, those who do not, then too bad, don't be such a kpo.
all these years ever since being sensible, i realised that i am only happy when i'm ALONE at home, or outside w/ my friends, during practices, in school, w/ laoshi, w/ mama (not th slut i'm talking about), and of course when i'm with BrandonBiie. (:
I am tanned now. though its not as what i wanted it to be YET. (:
but soon.. heee XD
well, can't wait to go for practices with laoshi. and library of course.
why do we - Angel and I , feel like uber close t laoshi ?
( well, she's irreplacable and we love her. thats that.)
anws, chat with biie last night, (:
at first it was full of complains and unhappiness.
then, it was normal talking.
and it went on to LAUGHING lots and lots.
thanks biie. :D
knowing i'm upset. you always bring me laughter. no matter where i am.
loveyou loads,.
12 more days to our second month.
I'll see you soon, kkae? <3
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okays, enough of posting for th day. (:
gonna go prepare my stuff and bathe.
Stella's loves.
Laoshi. Biie. Angel. Rinaaa. Najwaaa. Roslin. Winnieee. Cteyy. Leexean. ZiYannn. YuTing. Mei. Mama.
these people are irreplacable. and Stellaaa loves them for life. (:
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