I am utterly tired.

Okay, haven't been blogging for the past ... Few days ? hahas. lol.
Busy. and Tired. ):

Why are we given so much projects ? Its only the second month of the year.
Hellooo.
There's like Art, Literature, History.
It may seem like, oh, just 3 subjects.
But seriously when you come to touch on it, its like ... ARGH !
Okay, neverminds.

Have been going to the hospital for like quite a few days for the past two weeks or so.
hmmm. My grandfather is like seriously, ILL. (?!)
Oh gosh. They - My relatives and mummy , have been saying he's seeing 'that things' ,
which means he's leaving. Like is it true ? I sure hope it isn't. ):
arrggghhh !

School hasn't been great these few days.
Hmmm. Studies ain't going well.
All my subjects - English Maths Chinese Science Geography History Literature Art Homecons

English, cher' haven't been coming to school.
Got a relief teacher who can't raise his voice, students' don't wanna listen to him at all.
My favourite subject is so gonna go DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWN.

Maths, it all depends on my mood. I don't know why but its just like that. Not in th mood, out comes my phone and i'll start surfing the net. In th mood, mouth kept shut, irritated by talking-people, focused on th screen and listening to Ms Ma.

Science.
A teacher who can't teach science but maths.
Irritating TTM.! Got DM in presence , raise his voice like a retard.
In class (?) no one to back up, squeak like a rat crossing the roads.
What the hell lahh. Should i say its a blessing in disguise upon th punishment we - Rina, Najwa and myself, got for trying to leave the class during his lesson just to go to the toilet ? ( to be frank, we wanted to pon one of his period and come back for the next )
We were punished t follow Ms Chin for her lessons and when she's in th office, we;re to sit outside facing th cabinets or walls. whatever. Anyways.

Chinese, no interest. Don't feel like studying for it. Thus, scoring not-as-expected for tests.
Guess the only way is to FORCE myself to like chinese,. (?)
Needa buck up.

Geography. Why does it seem to me that the teacher always comes on alternates ?
Its like, this week, she's here, and th next, she disappears. lol.
No one teaches us, and its like TOTALLY B-O-R-I-N-G.
The first few chapters are already making me wanna puke. Simply because i can't get a single thing into my freaking packed-brains. ): Argh. Just kill me.

Literature, oh god. Its what thats putting me off.
Its largely linked-to-english. Which is my favourite.
And it isn't about the teachers' teaching. Probably bacause of the people i'm working with and what projects we're getting. Filming thrillers from stories found in literature textbook. and to do a write up of 120-150 words. okay, that, is still alright. But th thriller (?!) Supposed to get people to act , and film it, then submit it.
Argh !

History. Can be considered as alright, still. Just that it always hit the moment my eyes feel like shutting and my brains are switched off. ):
Sometimes, i can absorb. But still, i tend to forget all about it the next moment and is falling asleep.

Art. OhMyMotherFuckingGod is th only thing i can say.
Like, i am of the performing arts, not this kinda ARTS. Y'know. Yea'.
And ? So, it means, its not gonna be easy down the road for art lessons.
With a teacher who speaks and says ' shut up ' in th middle of nowhere, with that kinda witchy'high pitched voice. Now, imagine that. --- Done ? Hah (!) don't get nightmares.

Homecons, ah. No need to waste time talking about it. Lol.

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Watched 'Valentines' Day' with hubbybaby last friday.

Waiting for 'Alice in Wonderland" to be released. (:

And March holidays, i'm looking forward.

Because, there'll be like MORE TIME for my studies. ( wake up early, sleep late. all just to study )

Wahahaha ! (:

My daily routines are seriously jumbled up BIG time.

Sighh.. Hope things change for the better and i'll be able to take a rest. Just a short one will do.

Arranged to go to the library with hubbybaby this saturday.

Still, gotta study.

Exams are like in April. More to the end. Which i don't know if its good or bad.

Good because i'll have more time to prepare. Bad, because its hitting my Birthday. ):

I don't wanna celebrate it after the actual date. But before, i have to studystudystudy.

How ?

Argh, i miss holidays.

Alrights. Gotta go back to studying.! (:

Loves.