Better in time .

Still very the moodless. But good thing baby was there for me last night,
I don't know whats wrong with me. Just.. Messed up emotions.
Sigh.

Baby's off t school now.
Selena's downstairs using th com and watchign tv.
While myself, in this room , listening t songs, and making some sense.

Well, here i am, still hoping you'd comeback t me someday ...

Perhaps it was my fault. That you decided what you decide. Probably i should be apologetic,
But i think, there isn't a need.

I'm erasing you off my heart.
A strikethrough off your name. In my mind, my heart, my everything.
You're no longer a meaning in me. Since i don't , in you , as well.

Utterly disappointed.
Call me bitch whatever. I won't bother. Because i'm prepared t be called that.
By everyone, INCLUDING YOU. Though it hurts. There's nothing i can do.
Isn't it ?

Hmmm, i'm starting t feel more and more unwell.
Be it in th mind or physically.
In other words, i'm falling terribly sick. ):

Hopefully i can still go for practice, tomorrow.




Sigh.



shall post later tonight. if i have th time