FACE TH MUSIC, stella. let go.

for once, i'm at lost.
blogging for more than a year, now, i'm lost for words.
too many too many things are happening all at once,.
i'm harmless. but why does reality have to be so cruel. ?
i know, cause this is life.
apparently, i'm feelin uber down, stressed, pissed, fucked-up. as my pm says so.
a mixture of good and bad today.
but i'm really unsure of wat i'm doing.
here goes, one by one. letting it all out.
can;t possibly ask me to bottle it up and hope that i don't go to a rehab.

first thing first, yes, apparently, i failed to keep laoshi with us.
i know it is not my responsibility, and i'm making it sound like it is,
but if i don;t do this, who will?
th captain is doing nth. when things happens, all she really does, is to CRY.
vice capt. ,, all she does is to act like one big boss. and when things happens, all she does is to CRY. also. and next, she'll start to run to people's guy and flirt like nobody's business.and there is such a big hole on your mouths. do you know th meaning of PRIVATE & CONFIDENTIAL?
another one, onli know how to argue argue argue, and make things worse.
can you peopo just USE YOUR BRAIN AND THINK.
seriously. THINK! argh.
th rest? wat are you doing?
have you spoken up?
no.
wat? come to sch, attend dance meeting, with your nails painted black.
(okayy. though i always do that, but at least i know i'm gg back to sch and i know how to RESPECT my pending-career. )
like HEEELLLLOOO (?!) wake up, girls.
no time for bimbo-ish acts.
but now wat? laoshi's gone.
to CBSS : know waT? its not that laoshi's not fit to be teaching, its just that you're too blind. get that? pls open your eyes and face th fact that you alr have no reputation, what's more, yo don't even have a face to start with in th first place.
you get that ?
ok. i know i'm like a retard, talking to a SCHOOL.
but nvm. who cares,.
i did all i could, said all i should, tried all my best.
th outcome wasn;t wat my results should be.
i don't understand. just a minor issue. EXCUSE ME.
we can forget it and just carry on with dance.
we're not gonna break our limbs.
thks to th decision made.
horr? THANK-YOU-OH-SO-MUCH, CBSS.


pampered myself today.
double chhoc' and new wallet.

went swimming earlier on,
well, reached home from sch ard 4+, went swimming till 8+
reached home at 9+.
watched tv till 10+
had dinner. while watching tv still.




sometimes, i think you guys should learn how to let go,.
its time.
y'know.
anws,.
got my wallet of desire.
VERY HAPPY!
muaha!
and my motive to th pool was obtained.
to become tanned.
and i did.
hahhahahhahhah :)

can't wait to be 16 in another 3years.
winder who our dance instructor will be next year.
hopefully ain't someone hard to get along with.
sure do miss Ms Denise.
well, some ppl, pls just wake up.
you go ard bitching others abt being bitch and aren't you one yourself?
what's more, when you dunno who th person is.
RIDICULOUS.

wanna paint my nails tmr.
pierce my third earhole asap.
re-dye my hair.
hair cut.
and MONEY MONEY MONEY.
i'm no money face alright.



who will ever understand mE?
no one in fact.
haix.


well, mummy's asleep, so is my sis,
dwanna wake them up.
so didn;t on music.
haix.
sianx.






*yawn*
uber tired today.
but can't get to slp.







gone going gone! love.