FRIDAY, 27th november o9'
tagged mummy to west coast as she meets her customer for massage.
went swimming at her customer's condo.
den aft that headed to orchard with mummy as her next customer needs help, babysitting her newborn baby boy, while she enjoys her massage.
obviously, i'm th babysitter for th day.
haha.
boy, i sure have to admit that baby boy is a hard case.
he cries as long as i put him down.
gosh, my arms are achin from all th carrying and playing and so on..
but nvm.. good thing he's cute.
he's a japanese though.
so damn cute! but noisy and hyper.
ha!
hmmm...
went for dinner at hougang.
den homed and slept.





ph alarm rang ard 8+ this morn.
turned it off and went back to slp.
woke up ard 9+
wple my sis up.
had breakfast.
couldn't eat much though.
not much appetite,.
arranged to take th same bus with xean before meeting th rest.
took 76 to amk mrt station.
took th underpass to amk hub and went to fairprice extra entrance, our meeting point.
and guess wat.
they arrangeed to meet at 10am sharp but yet?
10plus alr also no one came.
walked one round in fairprice, came out, saw Siti, daniel, botak, etc etc.
went back into fairprice to buy snacks and drinks for th class outing.
saw yann, puiLeng, and meifei.
den walk walk here and there bought this and that.
cashed. den left to take bus 76.
some ppl are just stupid.
or i should say dumb.
wahhkao ehh. onli know how to act.
at first say wanna sponsor take cab go.
end up?
sponsor SBS transit bus fare arh?
like i no ez-link card liddat.
pathetic.
den, take 76 liao, dunnowhr to alight.
LOL lahh.
arrange to go so far yet all dunno how to go.
good thing xean rmb how to go lorr.
if not see how you guys wanna make your way there.
xean rmb th way there while i rmb where to alight.
heng arh..
th guys are just so useless.




Bad thing : Umesh lost his couple ring while playing v.baall.
helped to look for it by digging th sand, from one end to another.
can 'you' pls just think before you do or say anything?
its just a piece of metal.
it doesn't' represent your love towards Rinaaa.
EXCUSE ME.
good thing 'you' woke up to your senses.
don't you dare say such things again.






TO SOME 'PERSON' WHO ACTUALLY HAS NOTHING BETTER TO DO :

who th fuck are you to comment on me?
who on earth are you to talk to me in that tone?
who th freaking hell are you to shout at me, when it has nth to do with you?
who are you to call me a bitch when you, a guy, is simply acting like one?
Who are you to even attitude me, when you're th one who did me wrong in th
first place?
instead of making up for it, there you are, making it worse.
i took a step back and gave in to you. saving you some pathetic face.
scold scold ppl wat jibai? you jealous you don't have one? or wat?
your birthday celebration today?
HA (!) i don't give a shit.
your bdae cake alr sucks like some poo-poo i see in th toilet bowl.
utterly disgraced by you.
and am totally speechless.



here's a lil' something for your birthday present, from me to you.






STOP ACTING LIKE A BITCH. SISSY. BRAINLESS. USELESS. PATHETIC. RETARD.
YOU'RE JUST A SHAMELESS DISGUSTING CREATURE.
BASTARD. ASS. CCB. KNN. KBKP.



hope you liked that PRESENT. i don't give a shit if you really really see this.
you're just nothing, but a BITCH in disguise of a guy. SISSY. obnoxious brat.











forget abt that person. just a lil' warning will do.
think wat. i scared of you just cuz you're a guy?
well, YEAH. dream on! FAT hope. asshole.


CLASS OUTING is apparently just a name.
it wasn't even a class.
not even half th class went.
wasted my money, and time.
could have bought whatever i want, and sleep all day.










to be frank, my mood today isn't really good.
yesh., my mum again.
wat does she want?
i really don't understand.
seriously.
i came home aft having my dinner.
with my sis, obviously.
den i realised she, my mum , that bitch, threw my book away.
i have been studying my sec2 geog like since last week?
notes taken down.
she practically dunped it all into th recycling bag.
what's her damn problem?





ARE YOU TRYING TO TELL ME YOU WANT ME TO GIVE UP STUDYING?
GIVE UP MY PLAN TO CANADA?
GIVE UP MY DANCER-TO-BE-CAREER?
YOU'RE FORCING ME TO BE WAT I WAS BEFORE?
TH TYPICAL AH LIAN?
YOU WANT ME TO LEAVE ALL MY FRIENDS JUST CAUSE YOU KNOW I WOULDN'T BEAR TO SEE THEM AFFECTED BY ME?
WELL YOU KNOW WAT?
IF THATS WAT YOU WANT, I'M GIVING YOU WAT YOU WANT.
SOME KIND OF GOOD MOTHER HUH?



its either i'm so gonna GIVE UP.
or i'll hang on.....
and hope that i don't go to WOODBRIDGE.

tell me wat you want lahh. i know actions speal louder than words.
but this is just sth easy.
just freaking damn open your mouth.
and i'll do wat you want me to.
alright? happy, mother?

trust me to even still be calling you that?
seriously.... i don't need you.
get that?
i'd be better off without you.
totally.









don't feel like talking anymore ...
so many things have been hppening ard lately.
things aren't gg well for baby either.






THIS IS LIFE. JUST ACCEPT IT.
I'M NOT RUNNING AWAY.
I'MJUST HEADING TOWARDS TH ESCAPE ROUTE TO SAVE MYSELF.









just kill me.