Tragical.

Well, lots of things have happened and it hit me that i should slap myself awake by now.
Yes, i should. I had to.

Life wouldn't mean anything if you just live it th way it is, Take for granted what you're given, Grow up, Get a job, Live on, Get a spouse, And a house, Have your Kids, and get your coffin. Voom. End of your life. Isn;t that total meaningless ? Then what would your life be worth of . Seriously.

Been busy lately.
Had t go for funeral immediately after pc. Constant routine for th past few days.
Exhausted.
Grandpa's gone. I miss him ...
Yesterday was th worst of all.
The whole process from th very start until th very end.
I cried. Every single glance that past th coffin, i'd think of him.
I thought i'd be able t get through this without shedding a single tear.
Apparently, i couldn't.
Seeing mummy cry, makes me wanna cry even more.
My aunts, uncles, cousins. It was tragical.

And through this, i learnt a lesson.
Something worth it. And i guess it has slapped me awake.

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Its tiring. To handle so much all at once.

Seriously, its really very tiring. I'm exhausted..

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Upon all that has happened, i have decided, to re-plan my everything.

And i'm gonna make sure i get t it.

Its whats gonna make my life worth it all.

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Ever since grandpa's passed on,

it has dawned upon me , how much i love mummy.

Although she really is irritating, naggy, i dislike her.

Still, it can't beat th fact tht i love her.

It has made me realised how important it is, t really really, cherish time.

Cherish th time you have .

Or be prepared t lose th very chance in th end.

Opportunity don't come knocking twice.

Once its gone, it never makes a turn.

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alrights, don't wanna talk much today.

Tata ! (: