Woke up at 7am early in the morning on a holiday. -.-
Was late for practice.
Had Parent-Teacher-Meeting at 1015.
Time clash with Ziyan. -.-
Mrs Gan was like telling HER that i was in great pain the other day and was very weak.
Guess what . She want me t stop dance . And is blaming me  for THAT.
LOL ?
Instead of showing a tiny bit of concern, she was like acting like what fuck in front of the teacher.
Then at me, another kind. Cb.
Got back report book alr.
Sigh.
Did super the badly. ):

English Language : B4
Chinese : B3
Mathematics : D7
Science : C5
Geography : D7
History : A2
Literature : C6
Art : C5
HomEcons : A2

Total : 538.3/900 Class Position : 15/40 L1R4 Aggregate : 16
Percentage : 59.8 Level position : 38/77 L1R5 Aggregate : 22
Results : Passed
Conduct : Good     Attendance : 94/95
Comments : Stella is an outgoing student who is full of energy. She is capable of managing her time well. She is also able to work well in a team and express her thoughts well. Stella needs to put in consistent effort to perform well in her studies.

As usual, not a single praise nor words of encouragement despite that much Mrs Gan had said.
( Even if its a fact )
Fine. I know. I'm never good enough in HER eyes.
Argh ! Forget it . I'm never gonna try t get your attention annymore .
If i do well, i'm good .
If i do badly, i have only myself t blame.
For reincarnating t be your freaking daughter.
Sigh.



Had rehearsal today.
As well as tomorrow.
Early in the morning 10am gotta be in school for practice.
And another one at 1.30pm.

My eyes are shutting despite i had a nap after lunch just now .
Hoho ! I slept like, 4+ till 6+ and woke up and slept again at 7+ and woke up almost 8.
(:



Well, from what I suspect, i guess imma have t go for an operation any time sooner.
Provided that she bothers.
But in anyway, SHE just won't believe i have problems.
SHE wanna wait till i am really , in great danger of losing my life. Then so be it.




Goodnight World.
Praying t still wake up every morning.






You will never see me. I wonder what am i to you.
Is she all you can see ? Or you simply don't care ?
I really don't know you. I thought they say the bond between mother and daughter can never be broken apart ? I don't think so. We never get t communicate well.
And I, am nothing but just a tool. A someone t serve on your younger daughter, a ''machine'' working non-stop at home like a fucking shit servant or maid, whatever. Yes, as a daughter, i shouldn't be thinking this way. But is that the way you think ? '' You're my daughter and t have your help its really touching'' whatever. Is that so ? Or is it just what you put in your mouth to move me to your orders ? Just come clean. Be straight. If you dislike me for whatever reasons, then fine.Just gimme the money i need and FUCK OFF. Don't interfere with my life. I'm not your DOG. BITCH. What ? She sick, you take care of her. You scold me when she never take her medicine, etc. Me ? When i a,m sick ? What do you do ? All you do is scold and scold and still scold. To think you could even think i am acting and faking such sickness. What is this ? Its sinply Outrageous. Seriously. Might as well not have me in the first place. Why bother ?! I already know whats going on and you still got the cheek to fake it like nothing. You're just, GOOD. I'm speechless.