Sometimes, i really don't know what aon earth are you thnking.
I want to do something, and i asked you. Its either you reject me hard, or you're gonna be like so damn gracious saying, ' orh, ok lorr ok lorr. Go until what time ? "
Tell me, who wouldn't be messed up ?
Its unseen, its all inside. Who'd ever have known ? Hah (!)
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School yesterday was ... i-don't-know-what-to-say.
There were like, people crying. And change of seating arrangements by Ms Sasi.
I had a 'great' time thinking of how t cheer th girls up.
Fortunately, i managed Wanqing. The easiest to smile girl. Hahs. (:
And this girl, cry already, laugh alr, turned t ask me , " why are we crying for ? "
I was like, " you guys cry alr then come ask me why you cry. (?) "
Neverminds. Glad that the smiles are back. (:
Right. Changing of seating arrangements.
Argh (!) I don't want.
Wherever i'm sitting now, is like, freaking hot can.
No fan one. ):
And the freaking window, despite opened, the damn block is like blocking.
Freak !
I'm like sitted with leexean and BenjaminT.
Good thing not with people i'm so-not-close with. Hahs.
Anyways, Ziyan and i seems t be, forever-together kinda thing.
Since last year. heee XD
Everything would be better if Rayner wasn't sitting there. Or at least, not behind me.
Or best, let me swap places with him. Please.
Gosh. I want my old seat. And i miss my table and chair.
I've committed... Vandalism. On them.
hahs. crap. (:
Then, went to the bus stop with william and angel. (:
Reached home.
Had an argument with biie.
Then had a SHORT nap of freaking 1hour plus at 5.
Went for prawn-fishing with Cherie, Mei, Biie, and selena.
Hahs. Quite alright lahh. Despite the fact that towards the end, the prawns are like 'sleeping'
None got 'hooked up' by me. Sighh.
But neverminds. Got quite a few. Additional to Cherie, and biie's. (:
Quite a LOT of prawns.
Hahs. Biie allergic t prawns. Can't eat.
Yum-Yum ! Nice nice ! (:
Halffway through 'prawning' , my mum came.
Then she called me.
Asking where were we.
Then, i saw her. But she din't see me.
I was like " okay, walk straight ---- Okay, stop. HI ! "
lol/.Then she walked towards us./ And told me that my aunt and nephew was here as well.
To think i din't see them upon arrival.
Neverminds.
Went to them and saw my nephew. Gosh, feel so old by having a nephew. Ahahas.
I swear he's so gonna grow up and be somewhat handsome. heee XD
BBQ-ed the prawns. Then, went home,.
I so-love the song 3. Hahs. (:
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Going for some shopping later and movie and library. (:
' Dear John" I'm coming. hahs. (:
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How am i gonna decide ?
Mother or father ?
Apparently, none.
Mother . Sucks ttm.
Father. I hate him.
But if she really is gonna send me back t him, i'm just gonna get a job and leave.
What ? Just because they're grown-ups. They can do what they want , without apraing a thought for me ?
Hahs. tryna' decide what i don't want ? You wait long long.
I have my rights. Its my life. You're gonna touch it. Freaking hell get lost. I don't want t have a mother like you,. a sister i don't even call sister, a house i don't even call house.
I'm freaking out. I'm messed up.
Its all crazy.
You're still blaming me for losing your money on majong.
Fine. You tell me t spend my own money for everything.
Fine. Don't ask me for money when i've got a job.
Don't tell me you want me t tc of you in future before you DIE.
Because, i'm not gonna tell people you are my mother.
I'm just gonna sya, " my mother is dead"
And " i don't have a father."
And " i'm a single child "
Who cares if you're unhappy ?
No one. Because you simply do not care about how i feel.
I hate you. You all. I hate you all.
Fuck off. I really don't want to live , seeing you guys anymore.
Just tell your friends you only have a useless daughter, Selena.
And you've divorced wit th world's most shameless man.
Live on with that. We'll see who survives lonoger. Slut.
Till next time, Stellaaa's going off nao ! (:
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